bein sick

so im sick, i think my mom brought it with her from UTAH.
my lungs ache, so i havent been smoking, this is day 4 without a cig.
i like that my brain doesnt think too much wen im sick... and that i can lounge about.
anypoop.

Election Day!

finally the most suspenseful day of the year is over.
(i must apologize, i am not a democrat by any means, but im for sure not republican)


after reading a million poor excuses for family emails damn politics....
i feel bad for them.... they wanted there white bread republican America so bad and they prayed for it. YOU LOSE! you will find that the country will be a little happier and run a little smoother.. how about you all open your mind and shut your mouth this time?! (i apologize again if i offend, i might have had a drink wen i wrote this)

i don't know how it happened.... but it did.
i guess we are just sick of the shit.
i know i am, im in it for the universal healthcare. wat a splendid idea!

yay i dont have to move to cananda!

halloween is over and my mom is leaving ;(

This weekend was wonderful! had alot of fun with my mom and Marty.
As you can see we had a ton of fun Halloween. we went to the beach and did some intown stuff.
and Saturday we all went to see Eagles of Death Metal.
today was a lazy day... i partied a bit to much on halloween and now im sick. so its lazyness for me today.

thanks too all that voted... turned out i was going for vampire for work... because its cute. (my tips sucked anyway). i wanted to change into the man with the mustache thing later for a party. but it was easier to stay a vampire. and cross dressing is more of a day to day thing... than Halloween. HAHA

Halloween!

yup my favorite holiday!
i have not decided yet wat im going to be!! i work halloween night at my job and we get too dress up. im also going to a party after work so i can choose 2 things. a trucker/whitetrash man, a pirate, or a vampire? help me decide!!!

my mom and marty are coming in 2 days!! oh god im excited! been cleaning the house getting ready for them :)

i got my new computer!!! finally! its just the new version of the old one i had! very shnazy
exept i hate itunes. it transfered all my music over... but didnt take the albums or the artist with them... so i have to go through each song and add a artist and album too it... very annoying. if you have a faster way. please tell me!!!


things are great! making some money at my job, were i mostly work nights.

seeing some family!!!

last thursday it was donald, tasha, grandma, and grandpa who came up to my part of town. it was so awesome too see them! they brought me some cookies from my favorite customer at bella's Norm. We all went to larabee state park wich is a very beautiful beach area. then we at the restraunt Jared works at. its called anthonys. very good seafood! they love it. i also joined them for sunday dinner at Dons house in Monroe very lovely house! and his wife cooked an outstanding asian meal!!! so yummy! pictures too come.... as soon as donald gets em to me.

My little sister Erica called me 2 nights ago.. she is pregnant. i felt dissapointed. 1. because it wasnt sapose to happen yet (i meen they dont have the funds, and there just newly weds) and 2. cus im all the way up here and wont be there too see the stages and stuff.... but im happy for her if this is wat she wants.

I hope i can come home for xmas, too many people took it off work and they have a no request on it now, if all else fails i will just have to quit and find a new job

Me and Jared are doin alot better. im starting too trust him more and more each day and i think he is starting to relize some thing. He has promised me alot. I am so proud of him and i look up too him so much. damnit im in love with him.

wat else? i have to work halloween, becuase of all the damn kids requesting it off, and me not requesting it sooner. my mom and marty will be in town! trying too decide wat costume to wear?

love megan

the cold, the dark, and the silence

yeah its been getting a bit cold up here

but ive been feeling cold about other things too.

my job is going okay.... i missed a day at work, i must have read the schedule wrong.

just a verbal warning tho! i started serving.. but for now the manager has to fallow me to the tables and its very unnerving! i mess up and forget alot wen i am being fallowed.

it should work out though

i should be getting my laptop this week. they could not fix it and there giving me a whole new one!!! yay!!! its been a month since ive had my baby HP. :)

Im in my head too much, like a just think about alll this stuff. its hard

me and jared are going through some difficulties... could be cus were surrounded by eachother most of the time so the negative stuff is amplified we just need too focus more on the good stuff and listen and talk too eachother more. i want more than anything too work it out and too help and be there for him. i know we are together for a reason, and it wasnt just too get my ass out of utah! things will work out im sure

i need to find friends... but as you know, it takes me forever too find a good friend. hell i knew amanda forever!

did some bikram yoga last night. i wanted too clear my head. but the damn instrucor was brutal and sounded like a damn drill sargant. very sore today

i miss some things about utah thats for sure.

megan

da beach

me and jared went to the beach yesterday and took some pics!

tonight we are off to Seattle for an art walk! im excited.