chilly willy

starting to be the rainy windy season up here! but i do love the gloomyness.

thanks to my mom and Marty for taking me to do something before you die (see bob dylan)

thanks to my sister Rian for comming to visit me!! i had a blast!!!

for halloween im thinking ill do the clockwork orange outfit. depends on wat im doin.
not sure wat chris is going to be?
any ideas for a guy with a brown burly mustache?

me and chris are coming for thanksgiving!!!
we will be there the 24th through the 27th! im stoked for him to meet my friends and family, you will all love him!! he is handsome, intelligent and great!
hopefully ill get the christmas presents done before then so i can just leave em with ya'll

Family visiting

So so so excited to see some family!
Grandma Cottam on this Sunday
My mom and Marty the 3rd through the 6th! (yay Bob Dylan!)
My sister Rian on the 8th through the 13th!

the only thing that sucks is that were short at work so i have to work my schedule out so i can spend more time with my mom and sister!!

it will be grand tho!!!

came home from work last night and Chris surprised me with a xbox360!
i cant believe a person could make me feel so good about my self and so retarded at the same time!


omg!!! its almost HALLOWEEN!!!!!

all is well

Just some pics from UTAH

nothing to really update on.
my life is great.

just think about wen i can come down to utah to visit! maybe thanksgiving or xmas

im excited for the fall... but dreading the winter.
im excited my mom and sister are coming up to see me and meet Chris!
its been forever since anyone has visited! >:O

i am the happiest person alive!!!

visiting utah was great.
i did everything on my list. and then some.

camping!!!
mandees play!! was so amazing!!
spending time with familerly and my friends!!! my nephew...... :.(

the one thing i couldnt get outa my head wile i was there was how perfect chris is.
now that im back its way too indescribable to even try. the 8 days i spent away from him made me only realize i could not spend another day of my life away from his presents.

im in love, true love.
i cant even see myself existing with out this completely compatible soul next to mine

dear lord is he perfect. if he doesn't just say and do the right things, then i must be deaf and blind

as i type these words he is playing the guitar and singing to me so sweetly, i pray this moment never ends. its hard not to think i moved up here for a reason.

visiting UTAH

yup ill be there
the 22nd through the 29th!!
im stoked as hell!

1. to see my nephew!
2. to see willis!
3. to see my friends and family!!!
4. to eat tona!
5. sunday breakfast!
6. camping, fishing
7. bowling!

mind you i got a new iPHONE!!!!! so i have a new number! woot woot

i cant wait to see you and and tell you stories!!!

i dont even have a title for this blog
its been forever since i wrote but some shit has been going down

Jared and i have broken up, and he has moved out.
it was the hardest thing i had to do, in a long time.
I loved and still love Jared. he was a fantastic boyfriend and we got along very well.

But something happened in my mind that i didnt think i should spend all my time with one person, so i went on a date with another man.

my soul was broken, constantly sitting at a conference table with my own mind, deciding wat to do and tormenting myself of wat i did. now trying to repair it, i got to weekly therapy and i do many fun things throughout the day.

Life is ment to be experinced. i got to get myself out there and do that.


Mondays i have to go into work at 6am!!!! i do all food inventory now.

my phone service is up with tmobile... thinking of switching to verison or pay the big bill and get an iphone with at&t. any suggestions?


movies im excited for:
quentin tarantinos "inglorious bastards"
wes andersons "the fantastic mr fox"
tim burtons "alice in wonderland"

seattle

so Jareds little brothers hanging out with us for a month!
so were doing cool things on our day off.
today we went to seattle, and we visited the art museum!
saw a few Andy Warhols and a some very very very old shit :) it was bad ass

over dinner we had a long discussion on what was art.
(p.s. this is art)

me and Jared at the pike place brewery! i sampled 6 beers!