i dont even have a title for this blog
its been forever since i wrote but some shit has been going down

Jared and i have broken up, and he has moved out.
it was the hardest thing i had to do, in a long time.
I loved and still love Jared. he was a fantastic boyfriend and we got along very well.

But something happened in my mind that i didnt think i should spend all my time with one person, so i went on a date with another man.

my soul was broken, constantly sitting at a conference table with my own mind, deciding wat to do and tormenting myself of wat i did. now trying to repair it, i got to weekly therapy and i do many fun things throughout the day.

Life is ment to be experinced. i got to get myself out there and do that.


Mondays i have to go into work at 6am!!!! i do all food inventory now.

my phone service is up with tmobile... thinking of switching to verison or pay the big bill and get an iphone with at&t. any suggestions?


movies im excited for:
quentin tarantinos "inglorious bastards"
wes andersons "the fantastic mr fox"
tim burtons "alice in wonderland"

seattle

so Jareds little brothers hanging out with us for a month!
so were doing cool things on our day off.
today we went to seattle, and we visited the art museum!
saw a few Andy Warhols and a some very very very old shit :) it was bad ass

over dinner we had a long discussion on what was art.
(p.s. this is art)

me and Jared at the pike place brewery! i sampled 6 beers!

BACK

well back into the swing of bellingham.
ive been a little sad and confused since ive gotten home.
i miss my nephew and my willis...
my family and friends
BUT
this is my home and i love it here......


hey everyone send me pics from my visit please!!!!!!
megykaye@gmail.com

do it so i can post them and so i can remember my good times

Aunt megy

kinda bummed the baby came earlier than originally planned. and i didnt get to have that wonderful emotional moment with my family. but its okay ill be there in 5 days, a much needed vacation. i did it agian.... a full week with no day off. my next day off is friday.... ill be on a plane too all of you. :)

im craving Tona, and bangkok! oh and Roosters! im so excited! and i get to hold my sisters baby!!! wooot wooot! mom plan a damn camping trip! im aching for the outdoors!

oregon

just got home from a mini vacation! muchly needed vaction.
i havent had a day off in 3 weeks, due to training and understaffing.
been filling my brain to the brim with supervisor duties.

we spent the night at one of jareds friends friends farm.
they had so many animals!!! i was in heaven!!!
they set up a frisby golf coarse wich we played, my Frisbee kept going in the blackberry bushes
next we visited the coast which was amazing
and hung out and had some yummy foods!!!!

got to work at 8 am tomorrow to do liquor inventory.

ryan stiles plays golf

today i did some marketing for Bostons

me and my friend Toby (who also got the supervisor position) went over to the local golf and country club to giveaway samples of our delicious pizza.
then Ryan Stiles, famous actor! roles up and plays the hole we were on with 3 other people! i didnt talk to him just stared in amazment. i guess he lives up here. :) i think this is my first tv actor spotting ever!!!

Supervisor Megan

Yeah i made the cut, but im having problems being okay with it

i cant describe it, im scared, i feel like im not going to do a good job.im just all around getting down on my self and my ability to be a supervisor and even a bartender!

at Bella's it was so much more comfortable. ive only been at Bostons 8 months and they want me to step up and learn everything!!!! blah!!!!

i know i can do it. i can and i will step up and be strong.

on another note.

ill be in utah June 12th through the 18th
for ericas giving birthness....
very excited.

i bought a little package deal for myself to a spa place. it was 40 bucks and you go 4 times to get a pedicure manicure facial and your hair done!!! my pedicure is tomorrow, oh im excited!!!!

not much else to say...... :)