somethoughts

well geez its been awhile.
with me recently getting a FB (i know i know) i dont really feel the need to keep this updated. But, recent things in my life have caused me to want to write soooo deal with it..

Me and Chris broke up on the 31st of January. he is still moving his stuff out too this date. not a problem, we have been getting along.

Recent things have lead me to believe im a retard at dating and probably should enjoy being single and alone. the thought of not having someone to cook, make smile, and go to sleep with terrifies me. im scared. but i believe that if i keep in mind, THIS IS GOOD FOR ME, ill pull thru it. ahh. that thought makes me happy...

im gona
1. Hit the gym, work out at home, go on more hikes and walks!
2. Work on my friendships and familyships.
3. Create more, paint a picture, do some crafting, make my apt look nice!
4. Work on me, my mental awesomeness, try to not judge or criticize people.
5. BE 100% MEGAN


anyone who has advice i would love to hear it.

halloweenkitty

well i was sick for halloween, and still am..
i did however dress up at work so if i get those pics ill post em
i was a skunk on saturday and a skelenton on sunday. both days i had too wake up at 8am and manage the Boston's. i think the lack of sleep i got made me sick.

kitty was a Jester


im coming for Christmas! the 21st thru the 28th!! im sooo way too excited. its been way to long since ive seen my utah.

been looking at this veterinarian college in Pullman Washington. i guess its eastern washington so its kinda not as cool as the coast. but the point is i've been trying to figure out what im going to do with my life. and helping animals has to be one of them. i could also do a vet tech program in seattle that is only 9 months long!

amanda and rick

Labor Day weekend was too much fun! My BFF and her husband came up to visit for there 5 year anniversary! the first night we stayed at the lovely Tulalip casino had a nice seafood dinner and gambled a bit. they stayed at my house the rest of the weekend, and i showed them around town. took em too my fave place to have happy hour called Nimbus. and also had an adventurous time at the beach were we played with tons of big bright purple starfish! i hated to see them go. and i miss them so much! but im so grateful they got to come see me :D

fun with family

lets start with an embarrassing pic of Kitty

Me and Erica and Ammon on the top of Orcas islands this was supposed to be a good lookout point, on a clear day you can see Vancouver, mt baker and even mt rainer. crazy

Cool bird at the Vancouver Aquarium. we saw lots of cool things there!

Captain of the ferry to Orcas island

I had so much fun with my family here! everyone crammed into my small apartment :)
everyday was filled with adventures and laughter.
i miss you guys!!! come back soon!

fun with kitty

kitty loves to play with random things, this is a bubble from those quarter machines
kitty got furminated! (there was tons more hair) im sure she was happy about cus it is getting hot hot hot up here!

getting way too excited for the family to come up! we started cleaning out the spare bedroom. to make room for whoever can make it up to spend some time with me! hint hint

Chris made a great dinner last night. sage crusted porkloin with a horsymarmalade sauce yumo!
making the best of our summer we bought some Frisbee golf disks. there is a lovely coarse in town, we also hit up the driving range, dang this summer is gona be good!

im sorry its been a while

starting joing facebook, got to the add friends page... deleted my facebook
haha

chris graduates tomorrow with a Bach in philosophy, very proud of him
i applied to go to school winter semester! very excited to get back into school

everything is lovely in the bellingham, kitty is great! her name has been Muff or Muffy this month. i like it, it might stay

got a new tattoo on my hip, wish i could post pics, but it would look naughty. ;)

cant wait my little sis and her family plus my mom are comming up soon!!! okay august! but that is soon enough for me!

Almost my bday

SO April 10th is cumin up! watcha get me?! is wat chris hears everyday.


finalized a Vegas trip!!! woo hoo. going the 9th thru the 12th. im going to eat so much IN n OUT burger!!! Chris' mum got us the tickets. We are flying first class on the way down! Muse and the silversun pickups are playing on my birthday but the tickets are sold out!!! would have been nice to go to that! but im sure ill have fun.

Anyone who can come down for a day, i know its a drive, but id love to see some friends on my birthday! this is a lonely time of year for me, i will visit in june tho!

Just watched Gentlemen Broncos which was out of this world funny, cute, and awesome!!

Kitty is doing great! i trimmed her chest hair cus she keeps accidentally eating it! I put green eyeshadow on her forhead for st pattys day!! woot!!

i feel so out of the loop (but maybe thats the magic of living away)
I have been toying with the idea of getting a facebook page, cant bring myself to it for some reason. What do you think? id love to see the pics of ammon, but would hate to see pics of people i would rather not see pictures of. you know?

lets put it to a vote. just give me some good reasons to join up.

Things and things and things

everything is just storybook!

this weekend is the day ive been with Chris for 6 months! were going to stay at a lovely casino down by Seattle. :) ive been so happy these 6 months!! He has already surprised me with my gift!!! a goregous white gold 3 diamond necklace. i almost wet myself! no one has ever gotten me diamonds!! i....i... i love diamonds!!! wow. chris is for sure a keeper ;) not that i didnt already know that.


next weekend is V day. and we got reservations for the most romantic restaurant in town! Nimbus. they have a set 3 coarse dinner! woooo im excited!


THEN UTAH MARCH 2Nd thru THEn 7TH!!!
better make appointments with me now!! :) and Chris is comming!! woot woot!!

i love KittyFace WOOFINSTEIN

i just love my cat way too much.......... she makes my world so much funner!
she loves the simple things, running water, sinks, watching the birds, plastic bags, bottle caps, and straws!

hello

well christmas was okay. at least kitty got to be there

i still need a real name for her... or do i?

well ive been trying to figure out wen to come to utah next. and was wondering wat you all thought. chris's school break is middle of march, so we could take that and come see you for a long time. or i could come sooner for a shorter time. or both?

i wanted to go to vegas for my and amandas bday and invite anyone who wants to come as well..
i duno. :)

kittyface playing footsy in the morning

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xmas timey

put up the tree today!
im sorry i wont be home for the christmas time.
but i promise ill send cards and talk to each of you on that day.


saw The Fantastic Mr. Fox the other day.
five million stars!
great for the whole family
if you like Wes Andersons other movies youll love this one!!

MEET OUR KITTY!

she is 5 months old, exotic longhair Persian.
she is sweet as hell and loves to sleep with us.

we dont have a name for her yet,
we have just been calling her KITTY FACE
IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS PLEASE POST EM!

Had an awesome time in UTAH! love you all!
Tanks for the sweet comment you left Rian!

exercited!!

totally excited to come visit.
Tona is a must! hopefully it will be open.
as always very excited to see family and friends!
im sorry in advance for im only staying 4 days, i wont be able to spend alot of time with you all.

im thinking of getting a kitty.
im looking into this special breed called bengals.
there pricey but beautiful. i wanted a flat faced exotic shorthair but chris thinks they look like aliens. so i compromised on this breed. very cute.
we get to meet a couple kittens on sunday!

Chris has been horribly busy with school, philosophy club, studying for the GRE, and getting stuff together to apply to gradschools. dont really have a desire to move to NewYork next year, but it will be an adventure none the less.

work is still great!! the power went out last night at 7pm. right in the middle of dinner! i knew it was going to happen the wind and rain was soo strong last night. i had all my tickets printed out just in case it did! yeah i can tell the future, its no big deal :)

chilly willy

starting to be the rainy windy season up here! but i do love the gloomyness.

thanks to my mom and Marty for taking me to do something before you die (see bob dylan)

thanks to my sister Rian for comming to visit me!! i had a blast!!!

for halloween im thinking ill do the clockwork orange outfit. depends on wat im doin.
not sure wat chris is going to be?
any ideas for a guy with a brown burly mustache?

me and chris are coming for thanksgiving!!!
we will be there the 24th through the 27th! im stoked for him to meet my friends and family, you will all love him!! he is handsome, intelligent and great!
hopefully ill get the christmas presents done before then so i can just leave em with ya'll

Family visiting

So so so excited to see some family!
Grandma Cottam on this Sunday
My mom and Marty the 3rd through the 6th! (yay Bob Dylan!)
My sister Rian on the 8th through the 13th!

the only thing that sucks is that were short at work so i have to work my schedule out so i can spend more time with my mom and sister!!

it will be grand tho!!!

came home from work last night and Chris surprised me with a xbox360!
i cant believe a person could make me feel so good about my self and so retarded at the same time!


omg!!! its almost HALLOWEEN!!!!!

all is well

Just some pics from UTAH

nothing to really update on.
my life is great.

just think about wen i can come down to utah to visit! maybe thanksgiving or xmas

im excited for the fall... but dreading the winter.
im excited my mom and sister are coming up to see me and meet Chris!
its been forever since anyone has visited! >:O

i am the happiest person alive!!!

visiting utah was great.
i did everything on my list. and then some.

camping!!!
mandees play!! was so amazing!!
spending time with familerly and my friends!!! my nephew...... :.(

the one thing i couldnt get outa my head wile i was there was how perfect chris is.
now that im back its way too indescribable to even try. the 8 days i spent away from him made me only realize i could not spend another day of my life away from his presents.

im in love, true love.
i cant even see myself existing with out this completely compatible soul next to mine

dear lord is he perfect. if he doesn't just say and do the right things, then i must be deaf and blind

as i type these words he is playing the guitar and singing to me so sweetly, i pray this moment never ends. its hard not to think i moved up here for a reason.

visiting UTAH

yup ill be there
the 22nd through the 29th!!
im stoked as hell!

1. to see my nephew!
2. to see willis!
3. to see my friends and family!!!
4. to eat tona!
5. sunday breakfast!
6. camping, fishing
7. bowling!

mind you i got a new iPHONE!!!!! so i have a new number! woot woot

i cant wait to see you and and tell you stories!!!

i dont even have a title for this blog
its been forever since i wrote but some shit has been going down

Jared and i have broken up, and he has moved out.
it was the hardest thing i had to do, in a long time.
I loved and still love Jared. he was a fantastic boyfriend and we got along very well.

But something happened in my mind that i didnt think i should spend all my time with one person, so i went on a date with another man.

my soul was broken, constantly sitting at a conference table with my own mind, deciding wat to do and tormenting myself of wat i did. now trying to repair it, i got to weekly therapy and i do many fun things throughout the day.

Life is ment to be experinced. i got to get myself out there and do that.


Mondays i have to go into work at 6am!!!! i do all food inventory now.

my phone service is up with tmobile... thinking of switching to verison or pay the big bill and get an iphone with at&t. any suggestions?


movies im excited for:
quentin tarantinos "inglorious bastards"
wes andersons "the fantastic mr fox"
tim burtons "alice in wonderland"